Rennaisance

There comes a time in one's life when the eyes of the viewer are opened to the ways of things. The real world is a dark, disturbing place, my friends. The politics, the loopholes, the disease and corruption of modern day society. No doubt that all of those aspects of life have been present since the dawn of humanity, but to finally be able to see it, to be a part of it, its ridiculous.
I had been hellbent on achieving my goals of becoming a great filmmaker via the oh-so-amazing connections that the FSU Film School would get me access to, I was so excited to become a Hollywood director, because as I was fed this larger than life idea, FSU Film School as my golden ticket. It was the one thing that would give me my chance to finally become discovered. And then I was rejected.
Initially, I was infuriated, upset, depressed, discourages, and enraged all at the same time. And then I cleared my head and really got to thinking. I have just become a statistic. I am one of the many who have helped the school maintain its notoriety, its exclusivity. I am one of the many who were rejected from the school, and have thus made it so that the lucky 48 kids picked to be interviewed feel extra special, and those lucky 24 picked out of them to be actually accepted, practically cream their pants in self-worth.
Well I'm done with that BS. I'm going to make a name for myself, this is just a little setback...I'm just at this awkward point in my life where I don't exactly know what to do... So I'm going to try living in the moment for as long as I can. I'm going to disregard the people who reject me and tell me I'm too wierd or too "out there". I'm going to join the Rennaisance Festival and travel with those people who live on the edges of society, looking out as the rest of the tourists look in at them. I want to dance and sing and film and be happy and not give a flying f*#k about jumping through hoops to please the masses.